In the hospital in 8 of Nov

baby's heart beat, and the contraction peak.As the peak appear, the pain is obvious.






In the labour room






8 of Nov, 7 am

Lots of watery liquid came out at the bottom. Half an hour later, brown discharge turned up. I started to suspect that baby arrival was soon to happen. Coincidently, that day we went for normal check up. Hence we waited at the normal clinic. After seeing gynae, she admited me immediately. 11 am , I flushed my bowel with medicine. Then the whole day, I was allowed to have only porridge.

Then on, the eye was looking at the clock and kept walking in the labour room. Once a while, nurse came in to check my pelvic dilation and put CTG on to check the uterus contraction and baby's heart beat.

The day seemed to be long. We kept waiting till 9 pm plus. My gynae called in and adviced me to accelerate the pelvic bone dilation by inducing it. So, I did that at 10 pm. I refused any pain killer at the beginning as I wish my delivery would be all on nature. However, the contraction was really make me changed my mind. Thereby, 6 pm I took the injection. I started to feel drowsy and sleepy after 9 pm, although the contraction pain was still obvious. Later on, I was not sure about the time as I had no energy to look at the clock anymore. I think about 11 pm, I heard voice saying that the dilation open till 6 cm. Still another 4 cm, but I started to regret not to take epidural or C-section. I think I m useless is enduring the pain. I was not sure what time, nurses said : Dr come already, : water bag broke , : time to deliver.....use energy ..push..this and that.

To be honest, my friends tell the truth that the feel really like going to toilet for big business. But they always "forget" to inform me the pain. I want to thank them here, very much. Else I dont think I'll be brave to overcome all this.

Finally, she is here. Minnie Kok Yi Ern, borned at 1.30am with witness by his daddy except gynae and nurses. I am happy and very thankful to my husband for his support. I hope he enjoyed the process as well.
I love you, dear.